Insecurities.

Have you ever feel insecure? Have you feel left behind? Well, it's normal to have these kind of feeling. As long as you can manage yourself and it does not affected your daily life. I do have insecurities too. I am a petite girl with the height of 149 cm and weighted about 46 kg(my current weight). With that figure of the body, myself can be classified as normal. But to me, because of my height is 'under height', I feel like I have to reduce some weight until it reaches 40 kg. I know it's ridiculous, but at least I wanna look skinny proximate to my height. It's not that I'm not being grateful for what I have now. But, I wanna ask you some questions. What will you do, if you found your favorite pants but you can only see and touch them as your big thigh and big butt doesn't fit to those pants? What do you feel, if you're 'under height' and all you need is a pair of high heels just to look taller? Of course you feel sad and disappointed right? Hmm..... Feel very 'plastic' right?


10 FACTS about my clothing and style.


1. For dress, I wear size 34.
2. Mostly my T-shirts are M-size.
3. I wear size 4-6 according to the brand of shoes.
4. Mostly my shoes collection are 3-5 inch heels.
5. Does not like wearing flats.
6. I wear black to be 'safe'
7. Accessories hunter. (etc : earring, bracelets, necklace, rings)
8. I love to see my hair freely moving not being tied.
9. Always carry big bag because I put lot of things on it.
10. Without wearing eyeliner, my face is 'naked'


Actually, I have these weird habit. I don't feel confident if I'm not wearing high heels. It's not a good practice, I know. But, with my height and I wanna look taller, I think it's a must to wear high heels. You know,my sister always recommend me to wear flats because flats look cute on me when I'm wearing dress(I wear dress mostly). But I still ended up wearing high heels because of this insecurities feeling. If I'm wearing flats, I feel FAT + SHORT when I'm walking on the street! I wanna look fabulous when I'm walking by the way. Okay, bajet sangat nii. Hahaha. :D

"Always walk around like you have an invisible tiara on" - Paris Hilton

Here's my favorite shoes.

Many people will think that I'm not grateful after reading this. It's not I'm not grateful as I've mentioned above. But do you want to look beautiful, dear all ladies out there? Of course yes, am I right? So, what we have to do is BE CONFIDENT! Yes, beauty is confidence. Don't matter what you've heard about what people complaining about your shape and appearance, but all you have to do is keep your chin up, head up and ignore them. Most of all best accessories that you can wear is SMILE, no matter guys or girls. Keep smiling and your personality gets better plus anyone will love you with your smile. Tak rugi pun kalau senyum dekat orang. Senyuman itu kan satu sedekah.

"Keep smiling because life is a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about."

Let yourself be yourself. Till then, Assalamualaikum. :D

P/S : I'm just try to reflect myself and these writing is a note to myself. No offences. :)

A Day Out With Friends and Family.

I got to say that I am lame and so sorry for late updating my blog. Actually, I do have a lots of story that I wanna share. Because of my broadband have been suspended(I didn't pay the bill!), so I have postponed my intention to update my blog. But now, I'm already paid my broadband bill and I can update my blog againn. Yeayyyy for me! *clapping hand*

On 9th June 2012, I've spent my energy all out with my friends and family. Hahahahaha you know why I'm saying that? Okay lemme tell you about my schedule on that day. *bajet retis*

As early as 4.30 am in the morning, my roomates, Fify, Kak Leen and Reena already woke up and get ready for BROGA HILL! Yeayyy! Actually it was a last minute plan okay? Tiba-tiba rasa macam nak tengok sunset konon. Hihi. So, at 6 am, we start our hiking, and saya lah orang yang paling cepat semput.  Berapa kali entah berhenti sebab terlampau semput ya Allah. Fify, Reena and Kak Leen jauh ke depan. -.-
I'm half dead, I swear. Memang fizikal kena kuat la kalau nak hiking. Okay I don't wanna blurbs anymoreee. So let's the pictures do the talking.

This is BROGAAAA!

Duck face anyone?

Who run the world? GIRLS!

Reena, Fify, Kak Leen.

Baru lega semput.

Wajib ada sesi fotografi

Tak kurus pun panjat Broga. Tipuuuuu.......

-.-

That was the first part of this story. Okay let's go through the second part of story.


Fatim, Rizha, Bella and me planned to have a girl's day out. Jadi, lepas baik punya plan sebab tunggu Rizha balik dari Kedah so tak sangka sangat plan kami ni jatuh pada harini, which at the same time, I've got a call from my sister yang dia tengah otw datang KL from Melaka! Omgeeeee. Okay to be flexible, I told my sister that we will meet up at very late evening as I've already made a plan with Fatim, Rizha, and Bella. So after pickup Bella, Fatim and Rizha at Shah Alam, We headed to Berjaya Times Square.

Teppanyaki! Chicken and beef set for my choiceeee!

Fatim and Rizha!

Rizha, me, and Fatim.

Rizha and me.

Fatimmmmmmmmm.

P/S : Sorry Bella, I can't upload your pictures since you are already wearing hijab and I want to respect you. Congratulations Bella. Stay istiqamah. :)









Waitttttttttt! Please bear with me. There's one and last part of my story. Stay reading. Chilllll... >.<




So move to the next part, after me spending time with them, I have to say early goodbye to them because I've promised my sister to meet her at Jalan TAR by 7.30pm. It's been a long time I didn't meet her. So, we went shopping for baju raya here. And what does she doesn't know is, me and her friends planned for a surprise birthday party for herrrr! Okay, her birthday is on 10th June. Not saying much. Here's the pictures.

Happy Birthday Chaq!

See what I've got for baju kurung???

SHOESSSSSSSSS!

Meet my sisterss. Kak Chiq, Kak An, Kak Dani and the birthday girl.

Can you believe all this happened on the same day? And yes, I'm so tired as hell on that day. But it's okay as long as I got time to spend with my loved ones. They are a part of me and I am lucky to have them. :')

I HEART THEM. <3


Till then, Assalamualaikum W.B.T

Hizami Aziz Photography

Location : Pullman Lakeside, Putrajaya.

Vintage Floral

Assalamualaikum.

Hey all!

 Alhamdulillah, finally I managed to steal some time to update my blog. It's been a while right huh? It's not  that I'm busy or what but I've got some problem with my broadband and that's why i can't update my blog. (and now I'm using my company's wifi. hihihi.). Talking about my company, well for past 3 months, I'm very busy since I have to seek for a place for in-plant training. At last minutes, I've got two places for in-plant training which at Johor and Kedah. And I have to choose my current company since it's nearby my house. So it would be easier for me. No need to find rented house and so on. Plus, I didn"t have driving license so it would be difficult for me. 

 So straight to the point, since I haven't update any photos on my blog for a long time, I wanna share here some photos of me and my loveliest friends at KL Vintage Festival 2012. If it's not mistaken, I think this festival is on 7th May 2012, at Nasi Kandar Pelita, Jalan Ampang nearby KLCC. It's a long time ago and hard to remember. (I have short term memory illness. Huhu.) Here, there's a bunch of vintage stuff for collections and guess what? On that day, I managed to 'steal' 2 pairs of shoes and denim jacket. I told ya it's really worth it! So here's the pictures of the day. Enjoy!

Brogues : Brown, RM49
Jacket : Denim, RM35
Wedges : Vincci, Yellow, RM79.90

This is what I wore that day.

Rayban, credit to Cat. hihi :D
Blouse : Kitshcen, RM59.90
Floral skirt : Kitshen, RM59.90
Bag : Times Square, RM40

This is my girls, Fatim, Rizha, and Shekin. See how colorful are we! 

They said my style was stood out in the crowd of fashion-goers, so they featured me in their website.
 Here's the link!
Thanks Tongue in Chic!
I know I am chubby, but who give a damn?

Remember the bottle? It's 70's, people.
Shekin is wearing gorgeous accessories with electric blue skirt and bawal.

Me and Fatim. She is wearing white T-shirt matched with mustard and brown skirt. Plus, I love her feather necklace. She's soooooo CUTE!

It's me and Rizha the gorgeous. She is wearing mustard maxi dress with pink batwing top. She matched it with floral scarf and SHE LOOKS FABULOUS! Look at her ring too.

Three of us. 

Fitting my new-bought jacket. 

Polaroid of us at IKEA food court.

Sorry Apis for interframing. 

Apis, Shaha, and Ubai. Brothers FTW!

Till then! Assalamualaikum.